January 2010
70 posts
Laion's Mane
My hair no longer is the untamed wild beast that refused to be combed down. Its will has been broken and easily yields to the comb with rows of teeth like a predator of the seas. I will miss the hair which bowed to no one, and the hair the defied gravity. Do you no longer wish to resist, is that why you no longer fight the comb’s ravaging? Now you fall and flatten to the whims of the wind.
RK9
I think I’ve always had a bond with dogs. They love me, and I love them. I went to my grandparent’s house this morning. After I ate some food, I went outside to play with the dog. It is a Chihuahua mix and its grayish brown. It’s a cute thing and it never says a word. But then I saw they built a bunch of fences and stuff around the yard so that it can’t go a lot of places. Then I found that it was...
December 2009
66 posts
Questions
Q:You should get a picture of you as your tumblr icon. btw, who is that person in your tumblr pic?????? A: Perhaps I should, or maybe I like to be mysterious. Eventually I guess. My tumblr icon is a Catwoman who I thought was nice. It would be this one.
Questions
Are you content with your life currently ? Anything you would want to change if you could ?
I doubt anyone is ever content with their lives. The desire for bigger and better is what fuels passions and makes life worth living. Contentment is achieved at more elder ages. Of course there I things I want to change but hey, life sucks, get over it, the key is not getting too bugged about all...
“Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough...”
– Nathan Scott, One Tree Hill
It has been a while.
Q: Hi, how are you? [: A: I am fine. Nothing awesome.
Q:did you have fun at the party!? A: Yes, I enjoyed it.
Happy Birthday
bewbewbews ooh you an ugly bitch
“Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.”
– Dalai Lama (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
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Vertical South
Sometimes trying seems another step too much,
Mountains in front and emptiness behind, fire to the touch
Easier to descend into the nothingness, broken, no crutch
Walking alone, but really just in circles, getting dizzy
Try not to think, do anything to stay busy.
I am down, and not like Jay Sean,
Sinking to crushing depths, soon to be gone
All for nothing, the burden from this yoke
Too...
“If my poetry aims to achieve anything, it’s to deliver people from the limited...”
– Jim Morrison (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
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Hollow Holiday.
For those in the spirit. I’m not. Christmas cheer, the popping of champagne. Little kids tearing apart presents, unrestrained, Been good all year, almost; the reward is sweet. Times for old friends and family to come and meet The crackling of the fireplace, warm and soft, Take your glasses, open the cider with a pop. Watch it fizz, and regale the visitors with your year. Tom...
“Why long for things if they’re not meant to be ours?”
– Isolde, from ‘Tristan and Isolde’
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Superficial
They want a girl who has everything That princess on pedestal, fit for a king. Scared of getting dirty, better than public, Cheerleader, lip gloss, too scared to love it. Diamond studded, Prom queen, heartthrob, Voice: B-Minor soprano, silence the mobs, Six inch stilettos, walking with an entourage, Everyone hanging on her words, love how she live it large. Flashing louboutins, rocking the...
“Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta figure out who’s worth...”
– Bob Marley (via tranashley) (via quote-book)
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Life Sucks, Get Over It.
Stop whining stop complaining, Get over yourselves and stop hating. Not the only one with problems and need saving. Don’t expect no FEMA to come rushing to yo doors. Just cause you gots problems dealing with your whores. Stop waiting for a rescue boat to come floating to your shores, Get up your lazy ass and start trying some more. The world is fucked, no such thing as fair. You crying to...
“The truth dazzles gradually, or else the world would be blind.”
– Emily Dickinson (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
But my heart frozen diamonds. Ain’t no one...
“If you fall for me
I’m not easy to please
I’mma tear you apart...”
– Taio Cruz - ‘Break Your Heart’
Forms Springing Up the Boredom
Q: name the people you are close with and why A: well there’s bill. He’s a fun guy that knows when to be quiet and serious. He understands boundaries and limits, and is reserved in that he knows his place. He’s also the only guy friend I have I have non-superficial talks with. then there’s liza dang, cause I tell her everythings. Our talks are fun, and she takes the brunt of my endless venting....
“You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it.”
– Gordon Deitrich, V for Vendetta (via quote-book)
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Possesion Receiver
To celebrate the first day of winter break, I will not post a depressing rhyme, rather an exalting one. Nigga my hands like a magnet, Might as well give me the ball, yknow ima have it. Got a facemask and a visor, shaded like my glasses Gloves C-tacked, sticky like molasses, Dawg, hit you harder than a car crashes, Moving fast, swifter than lightning flashes These hands on fire, ima leave...
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The Other Side
The old man told the boy, somewhere on the other side of the world, they know no pain. The boy took this in, and wished to be there, then the strife came again, and left the old man slain And the boy cried, why ponder the other side of the world, where no tears are cried, When you’re stuck in this hell, where everything hates you and everyone left you to die. Why would you wish for the other...
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Somber Clockwork
Like a pendulum, that’s my mood, everybody winning; I always lose better won’t cut it, gotta be the best but no matter what I do, always feel messed, up in the head, soul and heart, like something a matter, missing a part The body’s a machine, complex shit Needs everything perfect, even the littlest bit. But there’s a glitch somewhere deep Cos feeling so down, I make the Nazis weep. ...
Form Springtime Butterflys
Q:when the letter Q comes up who do you think of? :DD A: The letter T. Get it? :]
Q:What do you think about the adorable freshman……. =( A: Why the sad face. That freshdawg is quite a unique person, with her shiny hair and happy face, and she is like a cute little cat. She adds to my day with her cheerful voice and shit. A freshman I don’t mind, good job. Naice girl.
Q: Who are...
Feeling Pretty Erghh.
Animal Style Fries, are sooo damn small now. Maybe its just today, but they were never this small. I hate it when I get served an abnormally small amount of fast food, its so disappointing. But hey, it makes me feel good and fat and not totally.. erggh, if only temporarily. I think I will start keeping a journal/non-gay diary now instead of blogging because I can’t fully vent on this blog...
Heart Beat's Bass so Bigs, like a Trophy Fish
First off, fuck them Colts. They nothing, my Pats will rise from the ashes, and the three trailing stripes from the their three pointed hats will be reminiscent of a phoenix’s flaming tail feathers. Okay, other than that, seems my boat don’t shake no more, and the tempest passes, but for a vessel eternally at sea, many storms will pass before I find the final haven, a harbor, and there...
I've Got A Different Approach; Of Dealin With...
Owl City plus rainy days plus homework and a bottle lemon-strawberry Gatorade, makes the rainy days seem less gloom. No poem, no reflecting today, because its a Saturday. Only fun and contentment. Everything dark will come back eventually, but not today, not Saturday. Feel Better Today by Neyo, good cheer up song. The sound of synths and bass and the sight of meteors falling from the sky, or are...
My tumblarity went down for the First time.
Minus six in fact, - sad face -
English. and Life
Trudge through my life and keep on rocking, Angus will take the points and keep on docking Strap up buckles; put on a second pair of socks and Prepare for the storm in that class so fucking Lame and boring, just more emptyness stocking Up in my life, yet I’ll keep fighting on like Don King. Why? I’m not sure, just gotta escape from the voices mocking Me, telling me I’m nothing,...
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Short and Ugly
part of me used to care. and that part is gone learn that nothing is fair a lesson you’ll see on and on. now i look on the world with utter disdain all the good washed away in the rain and it seems only i am to blame. No need for riches or the fame Cold stormy world, seems so lame As the homeless always ask, please, i want some change. hiding behind this mine mask, i can’t seem to...
“Give sorrow words: the grief that does not speak
Whispers the...”
– Macbeth, Shakespeare
Springform Mattress.
Q: whos kid cudi ? A: BLASPHEMY. Kidding.Scott Ramon Seguro Mescudi aka KiD CuDi is a rapper/singer most known for his single “Day N’ Nite.” First seen by the world in Kanye West’s “808’s and Heartbreak” album, featured on the song “Welcome to Heartbreak”, and helped write “Heartless” and “Paranoid”. Then he released his first album “Man on the Moon: End of the Day.” I love KiD...
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Friday will Rain.. Fire from the Skies.
Desolate, decay and degeneration, All these things, source of newfound inspiration. Bit too dark for you? Too bad. Ain’t nobody making you read this crap. The sun glows, with a shade of sickly gray. Nations have long dreaded this day. War, sickness, pests, and death. Riders from the abyss, awaken from long rest. The earth splits open and unholy Hell rises. Behemoths wreaking terror,...
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dressing up
introspect37:
Went to North Court for a tour today and we had to dress up. i love it.
I wish that everyone would always dress classy I’m talking clothes that tell others, “you ain’t ever gonna pass me” Because attitude determines altitude and how you gonna fly high when you’re dressing down and you ain’t even got on a tie we’re taught to not judge by covers, but we’re so critical mental...
More Form Spring Rolls
Q:I’m the coolest freshmen you’ll ever meet. =)
A:Your one of the only freshman I would bother to meet. I think thats a compliment.
Q: Do you miss me :( by Geninja
A: Of course, more than I should. I think of you every day,but maybe cos I keep seeing your tweets, and your on my tumblr. But that doesn’t take away from how much I miss you.
Q:YEAH RIGHT YOU MISS ME. Uh, do you...
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Twelve Eight Nine
No AIM and no desire to do math homework. I always do these when I should be doing math. Also, I thought Christmas carolers were only annoying in the movies; I guess not. Well, this particular thing was a bit harder than my last because it’s more specific. I wasn’t going to publish it, but why not.
Memories: write this down, don’t forget please This bard; make words into this masterpiece This I...
worldhungerz
cannot log onto AIM as of today. The despair grows by the hour. The sadness looming as no homework is completed. I have no companionship…
Hold up.. thats kinda loser talk. Okay, hardcore hung now. RAR!
Needing no one, loving no thing, relying on only myself, reigning with an iron fist. No river of tears can move me. No appeal of emotion can soften my hard heart. The anger from this...
Haze
is my new rapper name. Yeah.
Need a name, to make a name… of myself.
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